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Renew

by Flying Jacob

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1.
Let go of my heart Please let me go You consume me, abuse me... And I let you every time I don’t understand why I have no control when it comes to you I need to break free from whatever hold you have on me! I’d give it all if you asked, every single little piece of me Well, baby, please don’t ask! You know it would destroy me! I’m going insane and I think I’m to blame for letting you take control… And I can’t shake you! But you won’t choose me! I think I’m starting to hate you… My heart can only take so much Oh, God! I think I’m in love! Oh no no no! I’d give it all! No! It would destroy me…
2.
Civil 02:48
Cut my hair and change my name, I’m the one to blame When silence is your only friend and your friends are the same Tell me how I keep falling fast and nothing seems to get done? We both know it was built to last, but they already won All these thoughts running in my head and my lungs are faint Well I don’t want to go to war, but they can no longer wait Everyone’s just fighting back and I’m grand theft red The sky is no longer blue it’s just filled with regret I can’t look ahead anymore, afraid of what lies in my mind The curtain is closed, that’s the end of the show I’m just closing my eyes so I can’t see what’s next
3.
It’s the end of the line and all things wrong seem so right Maybe it’s my state of mind But everything about you is a flashing red light Now my vision’s hazy and baby I’m feeling crazy... You can’t take back! You can’t take back all that you’ve done! Oh no! So don’t ask forgiveness, babe Don’t ask forgiveness now that you’ve already won My wounds were healing just fine ‘Til you came back last night and poured salt in my dreams… A picture clear as day I can still see your face every time I close my eyes! It’s only dark at the end of the day I can’t let my light slip away
4.
BURN! There's a system in place to keep us in chains. By a show of hands who else is sick and tired of the same? 1%, trying to keep us small, trying to keep us from getting out. Minimizing the struggles they've caused Saying we're not working hard enough. No! Day after day we're just working it all away. They keep poking the bear and they're bound to get maimed. So I'll raise my glass for the hardworking class. Keep your fires burning hot. We can't be silenced. Overworked. Sleep deprived. Left with nothing for myself. If you're gonna take it all out of our hands You could at least cover mental health. I can't even think. I'm so drained. Are you surprised we're pushing back? Are you listening? I know you hear us. Your foundation's about to crack. Come on! So let me get this straight: You can't afford to pay me a livable wage, A multi-billion dollar corporation hitting higher profit margins every day? I'm full-time, but I need 2 jobs? 70 hours a week on my feet, I'm not built for this; But then again, I don't think any human is. But I still dare to dream about the day that I can get up on stage and talk about these things Because maybe then my words will hold some weight and I can spare somebody the pain. God, I'm exhausted. I feel it in every bone, every pore, in my heart, And in my soul and while you're profiting off our broken backs We're getting angrier with this world. Calling for revolution. Desperate for change, for relief from this ache So just know that we're coming for y'all. And enjoy it while you can, 'Cause I won't stop until you see the end! Day after day, we're just working it all away. They keep poking the bear and they're bound to get maimed. So I'll raise my glass for the hardworking class. Keep your fires burning hot and we'll never be silenced. BURN!
5.
Calm 02:01
6.
Hurricane 04:31
Turn out the lights Let me fall asleep I need an escape from my reality It's been too long that I've had to stay strong And I'm breaking now Best not to stick around They say it's all in my head So why can't my body get out of this bed? Can you feel the storm a-brewin'? Try not to get caught in my undertow A hurricane of the human psyche Destruction unlike you've ever known Pinned to the ground as I scream out loud I think I'm going numb someone save me from myself They say it's all in my head So why can't my body get out of this bed? I can't wait for this to be over I can't wait until it passes me by I need to feel something again now, baby! Even if that something makes me cry!
7.
Head Gasket 05:30
All these shallow-hearted people Standing with me in this crowd Infect us with their disdain For the good done in this world This is a new beginning, a chance to start again Rising from the ashes to create a different end If you care to join us in this brave new world Take my hand, let your heart unfurl Open your mind By your own soul be defined Find your passion, light the fire within Burn those mental bridges Detach yourself from them A call for revolution A refined point of view Now that the world is watching Tell me, what are you going to do?
8.
Hollow 06:06
Tried to call you last night but you didn’t answer Not sure what I expected, it’s been like this for 3 months Am I losing you for good? Is this the ending I’ve been waiting for? Been feeling us drift so far apart The knives in my stomach chipping away at my heart It’s not fair! I can’t help but care! And you could walk away so easily… Fragments of my soul raining down, wet the ground Puddled up Shattered love It’s not love! Why am I still fighting for you, when you don’t want to fight for me? Hanging onto every word you say, hoping something’s gonna change… Don’t think I could ever be the same, if you choose to walk away… I wish this wasn’t tearing me apart, reflecting on how we were at the start…
9.
Try 04:45
It’s a cool stormy morning and my face is flush The thunder’s rolling through my blood stream You know I’ve been thinking about us… No walls to hide behind Baby, your soul has captured mine I’m not sure how you do what you do Let my love rain down over you! I tried! I tried! I tried! I tried! I tried to play it cool But you’re all that’s been on my mind So, baby, give me all of you! You’ve got my mind running wild Can’t think of anything but your smile Move a little closer, won’t you now? You’ve got my heart racing at 100 miles
10.
You've blocked my flow Infected my mind with your lies Had me convinced I can't be loved the way I am A natural disaster since the day we met But I loved you anyway Now it's just too much keeping up with the games you play Bleeding on the ground You kicked me while I was down Countless times I picked you up but it was never enough You disappeared over and over again Always showing back up when you needed someone I guess I should've known where we'd end up All those red flags But I'm more than just a cure to your loneliness How does it feel now that I'm gone? I pray in the end you never find yourself alone Every day Every day you're away I love myself a little more every day you're away!
11.
I know it’s rough It’ll be alright Grab my hand and we’ll take flight Through the stars Past the moon Nowhere I wouldn’t follow you Forget everything they say People are gonna talk anyway Nothing wrong with what we do I know exactly what I feel for you! Don’t stop holding onto me! We’ll be all we ever need! A love like ours is worth the fight When it’s darkest let me be your light Baby, they don’t understand ‘Cause they don’t see the heaven in your eyes! Your eyes, her eyes Dance with me Stay focused on my eyes Come on, girl, I’ll let you guide Feel my heart beat in sync with yours We’ll take it slow, one day at a time Let it grow so we can thrive I’ll keep you safe, I’ll be your shelter I know I’m home when I’m with you! Baby, please don’t be afraid of me! Don’t stop holding onto me We’ll be all we ever need

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released August 22, 2018

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